[stevemorse0]

Hi, read alot of posts thru the years and enjoyed many of them! Name is Marilyn and I have been like most of you eating fairly clean and working out for years.

I decided to do a cycle of anavar and am blow away!! I feel great off it, I feel so strong and mentally a little more balanced , thus my workouts are really charged!!

Here is my problem, I like this too much and how do you deal with getting off of it. I mean the strengh gains are just amazing.

The other concern I have is what will I be like when I stop this cycle. Do you suffer from weakness or can you retain some of this strength. I read the depression and other things but my concern is trying to maintain a little of the strenght.

Let me add my gender is female, I have to fix that, steve morse is my favorite guitarist thats why I use that name. Thanks Marilyn
Last after lets say 8 weeks on anavar, then getting off of it, and take a rest, can you do it again or just not bother. I mean what happens the second cycle with the same substance , does it work the same, effects more poweerful or just you get the point. I will add the truth I did it for pure vanity and to get alittle stronger, I by no means am competing or in any contest so why did I do it, curiousity and vanity. Thanks Marilyn