Week 3
Ok bad! Ended up at the doctors with very high BP 160/110, my chest felt like it was going to explode, I had a constant pump on that wouldn't go down and I was veeeery agitated unable to sleep and felt desperate to get rid of this excess energy! It was 3am and I just wanted to be in the gym! gym! gym! gym!
Doctor has prescribed me valium 2mg, I've come of the cycle and am feeling better with each day that passed..thankgod var only has a 8hr half life!!!!
3 days later I am desperatly missing the Var, I loved the pumps and the rock feeling it gives, infact I'm missing it so much I've gone back on with 20mg ED 10mg AM and 10mg PM...I'll see how my body copes and see if I can up teh dose slowly...I'm also popping the valium like there smarties
BP is looking steady but I can feel the var kicking in again, I read up on valium and it looks liek it can slow gains due to numbing the CNS...it also made me an f-ing retard!!
I'm feeling stronger then ever now and I can't believe 20mg ED is doing anything, weights are going up nicely in the gym...I had been at a plateau for over 6months, every time I tried to raise the weights I could feel twinges in my joints and tendons..var is definately increasing my strength and my tendons and joints feel like steel.
Endurance is through the roof, I'm able to run none stop with a very low heart rate, I'm getting painful pumps in my shin muscles but that little muscle can go fuck itself if it thinks i'm stopping.
week 3: day 4
Holy crap got a lower back pump today that caused me to have to lie down on the threadmill, I must have looked a right wierdo. I've heard of this but WTF i'm only taking 20mg ED.
Just finished my chest and arms workout, feeling seriously strong and weights have gone up again, getting some good comments in teh gym and I people are suspecting I'm on something, my veins are popping out all over my shoulders and I'm looking more cut then I've ever been.
I'm tempted to up the var dose but as I type this my heart is feeling real bad, I've got a pain in my arm and getting some good palpitations. I havn't popped a valium for a few days now and I'm going to try other relaxation methods to lower my BP...fuck this fing BP!!!!